You’re Not Sorry | Swift Saturdays

You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade

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You know that moment when you suddenly learned the truth about someone that causes your admiration to fall? Maybe some of you do. And I feel you.

There’s always an actor within us. And we get so blinded by our love to a person that sometimes even though the whole world is screaming something, we still don’t listen. We choose not to hear them and continue believing the person we’ve set our eyes on, the one we knew for so long that he wouldn’t do anything like that! Sorry to break your heart, but he would, and he did.

Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn’t know. That’s another line from Taylor. And we echo her! Sometimes I wonder why other people could act as they did and if they still have conscience. But who knows, maybe we could also fall in the trap. In the trap of looking so innocent and saying sorry while the other end don’t believe us. Who knows?

I Knew You Were Trouble | Swift Saturdays

Pretends he doesn’t know that he’s the reason why.

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Being deceived is a hurtful thing. Pretending is the same as lying. And it becomes more painful when you know that someone is not telling the truth.

They say that the only people who could hurt us are those we love or care about. I didn’t understand it the first time I heard of it but over time learned that it’s true. We can never really hate someone we don’t love the same way only we can hurt someone who loves us. Betrayal, pretensions, dishonesty, deception, and so much more. There are many things we could do to make the ones we love aching. And that’s because they never thought we could actually hurt them.

The pain of shattered glasses on our feet is never greater than the pain of a lying loved one. At least we know that once our skin touches the ground with the broken pieces, it will bleed and hurt. But we never would have thought that someone we love could hurt us, because we believed in them.